Sunday, November 23, 2008

my sunday at home

hr ni aku bgn kul 9.30..
smlm tdo lewat..biasela..kalau duk uma ni...online je memanjang...
bgn je...aku cek hp dulu..
sms dr org yg aku hrpkan xde pulak...hhuhu

tp ade 1 sms dr encik rezal...
he's a bit frustrated sbb aku x jd dtg...
hmm..sorryla...aku sbnrnye da x excited mcm dulu utk jmpe die...
dulu bole r..skang perasaan aku da x mcm dulu...

lps mandi je...aku unload brg2 dr bonet keta...
da 2 hari brg2 tu dlm keta..
brg2 dr uma sewa aku...
x byk sgt..ade 3 kotak je...
mlm natila aku kemas2 bilik aku tu...
now,kak miza tgh duk situ...

lps settle psl brg2 aku tu...
terus amik laptop..n online...
duk kat ruang tamu,smbil2 tgk tv...
chat dgn ajwad jap....buat video chat...
haha...rambut die da tebal...
die nak tgk baby kak miza...
die kata,kat sana da start snow...n die cuti sminggu...

kat uma ni ade kak miza n baby,bibik n bibik kak miza,mak tih n topik baru smpai dr sarawak smlm....mak n ayh g sepang...g usha progress renovation uma...aku pun x tgk2 lg uma...tah mcm manela uma tu lps siap renovate...
haja g pwtc...ade carrier day...die nak g promote diri die..nak g spread resume...

dlm kpala otak aku ni duk pk bilela aku nak g kl ni...
yg sbnrnye,aku takut nak bg tau ayh aku...
kot2 die x bg ke...
lamenye x hangout ng frens in kl...
dorg pun da marah aku ni....

td,maji sms...die bg berita yg syed masuk spital...
kat spital ampg putri...skt paru2...
hmmmm...lamenye x dgr berita psl die...
tibe2 dpt tau die masuk spital...
tgkla..if aku g kl..aku g r mlawat die...

td aku usha2 gak part time job kat internet....
manela tau kot2 aku nak keje part time mase cuti ni...
tp...lum ade yg sesuai pun...huhu

Saturday, November 15, 2008

perpisahan

sem da nak habis ni...
my next paper will b on the 18th....
lepas tu...still lepak lendu lg...
just that...jiran2 aku je blah awal..
dorg kene kuar uma by 20th...
x dptla nak spend masa dgn lebih lama...
for sure,aku akan rindu sgt kat dorg...

MIOR = i will miss u so much....hope that we will not lost contact..tp,if kalau d takdirkan kamu bz je...n kamu terleka dgn bz kamu tu....i redha je if u lupekan akak...nak buat mcm mane...tp mesti i frust jugak....tq 4 d luv n tq 4 the time n tq sbb kesabaran kamu mlayan akak y sensitip ni..

AFIQ = tq 4 all ur supports n ur caring n advices....hope u n ur girl will last 4eva...gf kamu sgt cute...

ATANG = the cheekiest boy in 1080....terhibur sgt dgn lawak2 sengal n spontan kamu...ape?atang nak belanja PIZZA?hihi

ATTA = lately jarang dpt jumpe kamu...kamu slalu blk uma...byk tul keta kamu..smue 787...u r so lucky to b born with the silver spoon....xpe..nati kite jumpe kat kl ye...ade plan baik ni...hihi

ASRUL = si bulu mata lentik...jeles tgk bulu mata kamu....da baik dgn gf ye?bagusla...bercinta elok2....main bola elok2...jgn asyik injured je...nati if sempat i belikan minyak kungfu ye...

UBI = slalu tanya psl mcm mane nak ngorat girls...huhu...u have to b confident to approach a girl...n kena disertakan dgn niat yg baik tau...baru leh kekal...

EBUL = ebul yg cute...pandai eh nyakat akak....mmgla akak syg mior....tp akak syg jugak yg korg smue...

JEPUN = lately kamu mcm senyap je...wonder why....style rmbut kamu sgt cool...bwk keta elok2....jgn nak drift je tau

Friday, November 7, 2008

WASTED..VIOLENCE,ADDICTION-AND HOPE

smlm, ikut kak wan g uma kwn die....kat tmn dimensi...uma kak siti..akak tu pun lecturer gak...lepak2 situ smbil tgk tv,aku jumpe 2 novel...

da lama aku x bace novel...it was once my hobby...last novel that i read was pssstt...i love you....aku pinjam 2 buku dr kak siti...now tgh bace d 1st book titled "WASTED..VIOLENCE,ADDICTION-AND HOPE...written by Mark Johnson....sejak smlm...aku baca buku ni...kul 5pg baru aku tido...huhu...x sbr nak hbskan...

buku ni cite psl a guy named Mark...mcm mane die bole terjebak dgn duni gangster...mcm mane die start smoking,drugs,alcohol,stealing n many more...

mase kecik,die ade family prob...ayh die kaki pukul...slalu pukul mak die n adik bradik die...ade satu ayat dlm buku ni = "it's much more easier to love him when he is not around"...die tujukan kat ayah die...die syg ayh die...tp die lebih selesa bile ayh die xde kat uma....mcm kes aku ng ayh aku je....huhu...

aku nak habiskan bace buku ni by tomorrow...pastu nak bace buku lg satu...written by Stephen King...xtau ape tajuk die...ok...later ya...chow

Saturday, November 1, 2008

mapley time

12.44 a.m

now..i'm at Nasi Kandar Pinang Besar,Cheng Malacca...
with my housemates (affi n kak wan)..n my neighbours(mior,afiq,asrul,atang n dinoz)
dinoz ni kwn2 dorg...baru je jumpe td..he's kinda Emo type of boy...die ade fringe...panjang tu rmbut depan die...

hmmmm...da lama x lepak ng dorg ni...masing2 membizikan diri....td pun dorg xnk ikut sbnrnye.....

these last 3 days...i've been spending a lot.....on wednesday,me n kak wan went to Jusco...bought shirts n pant...

yesterday...went to Dataran Pahlawan n MP...bought more shirts...huhu...n MU jersey...

2day...me n affi went to dataran pahlawn again...g cuci gmbr...116 keping..it cost me rm52...i bought a beg...camel...got 50% less....it worthit....beli sbb sng nak travel....maybe ujung thn ni nak g Phuket...hihi..cant wait....

ok....nak makan pulakla....nati ade plak org ckp dtg sini bosan,..sbb kak sara bz online...k,till next time...daa

Saturday, October 25, 2008

alpanya aku

setelah aku menagguhkan kepulanganku ke rumah family ku
...akhirnya aku smpai jugak kat umah ni...
xde perubahan pun....si putih n dikcik sehat2 je....kelihatan,kuih raya makin berkurangan kat ats meja tu.yela..ry pun da nak habis...

selangkah aku ke dlm rumah ni...aku dpt rasakan 1 perasaan yg sudah lama aku x rasa....
aku rasa "love is in the air"...the pure love....kedamaian..ketenangan...
dlm setiap rumah keluarga mesti ade aura ni...
aura kasih syg yg suci...yg sgt x ternilai...yg sgt ikhlas....
tp kenapa aku slalu x dpt rasa this kind of luv...
kenapa aku dambakan kasih syg dr org2 lain...yg x tahu menghargai aku...yg xtau sejauh mana keikhlasannye...

mak...ayh..maafkan ct...sbb ct abaikan perasaan ni...
ct tau...kasih syg dr mak n ayh lah yg akan kekal dan ikhlas....
yg xkan pernah luput walau byk mana kesalahan yg ct lakukan...

tiba2....aku tersedar lg dr kealpaan dan kejahilan aku....
sampai bila aku mau begini...
aku pun xtau....
kealpaanku membawa ku entah ke mana...

Saturday, October 18, 2008

emosi berkecamuk terkontang-kanting

kuharapkan kau...tp di manakah kau...
ku xnak die...tp hanya die yg ada...
pilihan ape yg ku ada...
jika kau tah ke mana...

kenapa ketuk tp x singgah?
kenapa dekat tp jauh?
kenapa ade benci dlm sayang?
kenapa ade lara dlm ketawa?
kenapa ade cinta dlm sahabat?
kenapa ade keliru dlm nyata?

telah ku tepis egoku...
telah ku beri ape yg termampu...
telah ku bina kasih sayangku...
telah terbalut sdikit lukaku dgn adanya kamu...
telah ku beri byk waktu...
tp,...kau x nampak smue itu...

arggg...emosiku terganggu...
aku cuba terima segala....
pasrah melara dalam ketawa...
menipu smue yg melihat...
mereka sangka ku sedang gembira...

look deeply n u'll know that i'm wounded....

kemaruk apakah ini???

kemaruk apakah ini???

gelisah hati tak tenteram jiwa....

kemana nak ku pergi utk ku mengadu duomba...

org yg ku harap tiba...dekat,tp tak tergapai pula...

di mana silapnya?

aku,kau atau dia?

atau jiwaku yg tak sehaluan dengan persekitaran yg ada?

atau aku mula terima sakit jiwa?

atau aku sendiri yg kemaruk lara?

Monday, September 29, 2008

shopping2 baju raya

thn ni,i beli baju raya agak lewat...baru td g beli...g ng adik2..mcm biase,mak bg credit card die...so,kitorg membeli tanpa batasan...huhu...kul 2 gerak g amik my fren dulu (miss suhana)..pastu terus menuju ke tesco....kat d'arfah butik x best sgt baju2 die...so,we proceed to First Lady....

i beli 2 baju...baju kurung yg ala2 moden,blue color n 1 jubah moden in black with corak bunge2 putih...d moment i saw d jubah,i knew that it will make me look slimmer...bile i try,mmg komfem,nmpk kurus skit...sbb jubah tu ikut shape..hihi...tp nmpk agak korporat...formal je..xpela..janji..lawa....adik aku(haja) beli 2 baju gak...n we bought some tudung also...total smue=rm375...huhu...the 1st sentence that came out from my sexy lips was "ish,agak2 mak marah x beli byk2 ni?next yr,mesti mak xnk bg da kite gune card die"...huhu...tp,smpai uma,mak x mrh pun...sbb baju2 tu mmg cantik..thank God....

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Sunday, August 31, 2008

1,2,3 mulalah matematik cinta

( 29/8/2008 6.38 a.m)

Aku,kau atau dia?
Hadir,datang,ketuk….
Dari mana?
Pandangan pertama? Terserempak di mana2?
Di keramaian? Di rumah kwn? Di kopitiam? Di supermarket?
Di website social? Di skolah? Di pejabat?
Di bus stand? Di mamak stall?
Di mana2 saja….yg pastinya…
Dr mata..turun ke hati…tp x smpai ke akal….
Hati kata suke..eh,lawala awek ni…
Eh, kacaknya mamat ni…
Alamak…sweetnye senyuman die…
Wow…u r the beautiful human being I’ve ever met..

TAPI…..
Utk apa?
Saja/jenguk/intai/singgah/suka-suka?
Keliru,bingung,terharu,gembira…..blur….
Perasaan bercampur-baur…
Lalu……dr 1,2,3….
Kiraannya terus berpanjangan…
Ratus? Ribu? Juta?bilion? zillion?
INFINITY…

Sedang aku meneruskan kiraan….
Hadirnya si dia…menyemarakkan rasa…
Rasa ingin disayangi,ingin menyayangi…
Rasa pergaulan terbatas…rasa tanggungjawab utk menjaga hubungan….
Commitment!! Payah…tp if kena caranya….happiness will come…


TIBA-TIBA….
Kiraan itu terhenti….
Kenapa? Bagaimana? Bila?
Salah siapa? Akukah? Atau kau? Atau org ke-3…
Atau mungkin ke-4, ke-5, ke-6??
Haha…atau x terkira?

Ape kesannya??
Hatiku jadi….sedih,perit,pedih,pilu,ngilu…
Hadir hanya utk seketika Cuma…
1 minit? 1 hari? 1 minggu? 1 bulan? 1 tahun?
Taknak….aku nak selama yg boleh…
Tapi….
Sayang….
Tah kali ke berapa….kiraan itu terhenti…
Sapa hentikan?
Kau? Atau yg maha Esa?
Aku? X mungkin aku….nungka…
Aku suka mengira….dr aku mula pandai mengenal nombor…
1,2,3…smudah ABC….
Tp,smakin dewasa…
Ade certain2 hal….kiraan x dpt diteruskan….

Kalau calculator rosak…bole beli baru…
Tp kalau hati dirosakkan…
X nmpak luka….
Mcm mane nak heal?
Aku kira 1,2,3….tlg bg jawapannya…
Tp, kiraan ku sudah berhenti….
Namun kau masih x dpt beri jawapannya….

Mak, ayh….tlg belikan calculator baru utk aku…
Aku da x mampu beli sendiri…
Mak pilihlah brand ape yg mak berkenan…
Ayah, belikanla ikut kemampuan ayah…
X kesahla mahal atau murah….
Yang penting….berkualiti…yang masih boleh berbakti…
Yang boleh berikan jawapan bg soalan2 yg berkira-kira dlm otakku ini…
Akan ku jaga sebaiknya….
Aku redha…

1,2,3…..bermulalah formula baru dlm kamus matematik cintaku…

Sunday, August 17, 2008

kata2 hikmah

Brfikir ttg kebahagiaan bererti berfikir ttg ape yg brlaku sebelumnye…
Dan ape yg akan brlaku selpsnye…
Terkadang,berfikir terlalu jauh…
Bole mengusik kebahagiaan itu sndiri…

Sesungguhnya,sahabat itu wujud dr…
1 prtemuan,Dgn 10 prtanyaan
100 keyakinan dan 1000 kali pengorbanan,
Serta berjuta-juta kali perjuangan..
Dgn 1 keikhlasan atas keredhaan Tuhan,

Andai seorg sahabat membuat kebaikan…
Ukirlah di atas batu,
Agar ia tersemat d hati dan kekal sbg memori trindah..

Tapi,seandainye seorg sahabat membuat kesalahan,
Tulislah ia di atas pasir pantai…
Agar ia hilang dipukul ombak kemaafan…

my fren's wedding day

9th august,2008
tampin,melaka

maziah n suhana amik aku kat tmn intekma...maziah drive..lame x jumpe dorg....
kebetulan smue pakai merah....g uma fiza...die tgh di makeupkan...tema prkahwinan die ialah kuning...perkahwinannye walaupun sederhana,tp meriah...fiza still mcm dulu,x berubah pun...slain kitorg,ade gak kwn2 skolah lain yg dtg...erneena,shuhairah,syahira n faizah...

lps mkn n bergambar dgn pengantin,kitorg g uma erneena...dekat je...lepak2 borak2 kat situ..lame gak...lps tu maziah hntr aku blk...n aku pun pulang ke uma d peringgit...

slamat pengantin baru to fiza hamis...smoga kekal slamanya

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

new book...bout men n women

hye all....i just bought 2 books...Men r from Mars, Women r from Venus...n.. Why Mars n Venus Collide...by JOHN GRAY

baru start baca hr ni...start dgn the 1st book...agak menarik jugak...sbb die menceritakan psl relatuonship men n women...the main point is "men n women r different...so,kene respect n understand kelainan masing2..barula ade peluang utk bahagia"...

n die ceritakan cara2 nak tangani kelainan masing2....x sbr nak hbs bace..nak jadikan panduan utk diri aku...n tmbh ilmu d dada...

ptg td,satu2nye adik laki aku,Mohd Ajwad sms aku...die kate die akan fly ke US jumaat ni..terkejut aku...nape cepat sgt?
die kate sbb result baru kuar..pastu terus komfem tarikh...
x smpat lg nak g tgk wyg sama2...ish...x sangka...
akhirnye die pegi jugak smbung study kat sana..

Monday, August 11, 2008

aku sepi,blur n konpius

what else can i say....
i'm so hurt inside...
argh..sakit x terkata..
pilu sungguh hati ni...
frustnye...

permulaan yg sgt menggembirakan...
permulaan yg sgt menyeronokkan..
permulaan yg sgt meragukan...

di prtengahannya, ia sgt meyakinkan...
di prtengahannya, aku mula percaya...
di prtengahannya, ko ajak aku berangan2 membina kebahagiaan...
di pertengahannya, aku mule merasa bahang cinta...

tp...
akhirnya, aku terluka
akhirnya, ko pergi..
akhirnya, aku merana...
akhirnya, aku sengsara..

skarang, ko buat x tau
skarang, ko mcm buat2 x tahu...
skarang, ko ku lihat seperti biasa..mcm xde ape yg berlaku

adekah kau tdk punye perasaan?
adekah kau gembira menyakiti hati insan lain?
atau adekah kau itu seorang yg syco?
atau adakah kau mudah lupa?
atau adekah kau puas buat sebegitu rupa?

Sunday, August 10, 2008

misteri di umaku

8 August,2008
Jumaat
10.40pm
Location: Nmbr 1081,tmn intekma

Aku n emi kat ruang tamu..smbil2 tgk pembukaan sukan olimpik, aku try nak buat frontpage…tp x bole…bile emi cek laptop aku,rupe2nye,dlm nix de software frontpage..

Tibe2..blackout…tgk uma sbelah,letrik dorg on aje…kitorg tutup smue swiss…bile emi nak tutup swiss cerek letrik,die rase basah kat lantai…rupe2nye,ade tumpahan…air the susu yg dlm jag tu tumpah..emi baru je buat air tu…xtau mcm mane leh tumpah….

Kitorg pun bertungkus-lumus bersihkan air tumpahan tu yg xtau mcm mane leh jd…tibe2,afi buat statement ala2 cite penyiasatan Conan….haha..lawak2…
Die kata,sape yg bersalah ni..sape yg tumpahkan air tu…

Aku n emi ade alibi…kitorg sama2 kat ruang tamu…ekin n afi pulak dlm bilik….sape yg curi2 g dapur utk tumpahkan air tu…hahaha….tah ape2la yg kitorg mepek…mmg klakar sgt…now,emi tgh cek cerek tu..ok je,x rosak ape2…still bole digunakan..persoalannye skang,mcm mane air dlm jag bole kluar dr jag..jag tu x bocor pun..ke sbb panas sgt smpai air dlm tu membuak kluar…tahla..biarla ia menjadi misteri..hihi

Thursday, August 7, 2008

bad n good (smbungan dr "crazy in love"...da putus)

It has been a while since my last story….something really good happened to me…n just right after that,followed by something bad…but,I don wanna talk bout the bad thing…

I just can say that it was a one more bad experience given by another GUY…

I wish I can trust in guy after this…but I bet it will not happen in this short coming time…ok..life must go on..n the wound has been healed…haha…


U TOUCHED MY LIFE….NOW THAT U’RE GONE…

KNIFE CUTS LIKE A KNIFE…HOW I EVER HEALED..(tp da heal dah)

I’M SO DEEPLY WOUNDED..

KNIFE CUTS LIKE A KNIFE…


(x brp igt pulak lirik lagu Rockwell ni)…fave song kwn aku mase karoke…


Ok2…the conclusion is…I’m back to my single hood life..after that stupid things,I moved on….what goes around,comes around…

Smlm,Monday,aku pindah bilik blakang…sbb arfah da pindah g hostel…I got my own room…yes…tinggallah emi duk sorg2 kat bilik tengah…I can say that I have a nice cute n complete room…with a bed,a wardrobe,a study table(beli dr arfah) n a locker….da letak 2 carpet n Ogawa air freshener…(baru dpt smlm,dpt a brand new..coz yg aku hntar repair tu…mmg da rosak teruk…so the salesman kowtim ng aku,die bg yg baru..x pyh byr..tq mr.asrul)…


first nite tido bilik ni,agak scary…coz bilik ni blakang skali..n view blakang ni sgt scary..uma blakang xde org…tp nasib baik lena gak..n managed to wokeup early to my 8am class….

2day,after class,…g jalan2 dgn my sweet housemate (miss EMI)…together with my classmate (miss FISYA)….sronok jln2 dgn dorg..browsing,testing baju2…testing kasut2…tp xdela shopping sgt…

Mule2 g Majlis Prbandaran Alor Gajah…nak byr saman parking…tp officer traffic xde,so xleh mintak kurg saman..dr rm30,bole kurg rm15…so,esok2 je la aku byr…


Pastu kitorg g Bank Islam..byr yuran study…rm440..aku lmbt byr,sbb study loan baru je masuk..kat bank…org punyela ramai..my turn was nmbr 175…mase tu baru nmbr 145…bosan menunggu,n kesian kat kwn2 kat dlm keta…so aku potong Q….bile nmbr 155 was called up,xde org g kat kaunter,aku pun pegi je la…hihi…

Pastu g blk uma…dorg x prnah dtg uma aku…dorg agak mesmerized…sbb uma aku tu kuarters kerajaan yg sgt retro…hihi….


Lpk2 jap,minum air yg bibik sediakan..n mkn aiskrim smbil watch senetron Indonesia..anakku bukan anakku…

Hbs cite tu…kitorg g Mahkota Parade…jln2…aku beli black t-shirt n t-oil from body shop…mule2 nak pakai kupon yg dpt dlm mjlh CLEO…tp,x prasan da expired…so,terpaksala beli dgn harga asal…lebih rm6…

After that,we headed to Jusco Ayer Keroh…beli cermin panjang…agak excited masa pilih cermin tu…last2 beli cermin panjang…yg leh nmpk satu badan…nati nak letak kat luar bilik…beli cermin tu pun pakai voucher free yg ayh aku bg…rm20 je harga die…so aku ade lg skeping voucher yg berharga rm20…mase nak byr kat kaunter,the cashier tgh sibuk2 balut cermin panjang tu,kitorg bertiga duk borak psl nak g COWBOY..supermarket yg ala2 gudang..ala2 MAKRO…tp low standard sikit r dr makro..


Pastu, beli kasut pulak…dulu mmg nak beli kasut tu..jenama NAUTICA,warna oren..xde lagi kasut warna oren..rm69.90…less 20%...gune voucher,so aku just byr rm30…thanks to fisya n emi yg bg pendapat…

Pastu g mkn kat KFC…tibe2,emi asked me…smbil die mendongak tinggi utk tgk menu board (die ni petite)hihi,die bukak mulut n tanye aku..”sara,where’s the nasi lemak twister?”…aku dgn agak blur,aku jwb “bukan tu utk breakfast jeke?”….sister2 kat counter to dgr…smue gelak..aku pun gelak…emi lg la gelak dgn kuat…kebetulan customer lain xde kat kaunter…so,adik cashier yg peramah tu pun nyakat si emi…adik tu ala2 pengkid…n ala2 terover peramah smpai aku mls nak lyn…yg si emi,x henti2 gelak…haha…fisya pun da dpt food die,n da g duduk..emi masih blur2 nak mkn ape…last2 die tiru aku,mkn zinger burger…funnyla emit u…x padan ng kecik


Smbil2 mkn,aku roger Bugik.nak jumpe…tp jumpe lps kitorg g COWBOY….lame x jumpe die…he’s 1 of my close guy fren…lps habis mkn,nak kuar dr kfc…sister2 kat counter tegur “if nak mkn nasi lemak twister,g la kat KFC 24hrs…start kul 12mlm,da ade dah menu tu”…hahaha..emi smbung gelak lg….g cowboy,nak cari meja..tp mahal pulak…so kitorg beli pinggan n mangkuk je…blk dr cowboy,nak g jumpe BUGIK…tibe2 die sms,x jd jumpe…coz die on call…so,aku pun patah balik,terus gerak blk uma sewa…


Lps hntr fisya,blk uma….unpack brg2 yg kitorg beli….tibe2 arfah sms,..die mcm agak tension dgn roommate die kat hostel…so,aku p amik die…nak masuk kampus,aku pakai kad metric…coz lately guards r very strict with metric card rules…smbil drive,aku cari temporary car letter aku (non resident sticker)..tp xde…ni mesti tercicir mana2…sok kenela pulak g buat report…ish..leceh tul…


Lps amik arfah,g beli ais..n blk uma…emi buat air milo ais…my other housmates,miss AFI n miss EKIN join skali…nak dgr arfah die cite prob die…biasela,arfah baru je kuar dr uma ni,n pindah masuk hostel..so,x brp serasi dgn roommates die…hihi..cite kanak2 je..klakar je…dorg just misunderstanding….smbil2 dgr die cite,mata aku tertumpu pd tv…tgk cite JUST MY LUCK…how I wish to be that lucky girl like Lindsay Lohan in that movie…hihi…in movie bolehla kan?


That’s all bout my today’s story….will update soon…wish tomorrow will b a better day for me…good nite…I’m feeling so so so sleepy now..tata

Sunday, July 27, 2008

sepetang brsama family

mmg jd kebiasaan family aku,bermain badminton sama2...waktu petang r...
tp aku jarang join..td tetiba terasa nak bersenam...
so aku ajak r adik laki aku(ajwad) main badminton...
aku yg dah lame x bersenam,baru main 5 minit dah penat..
tp aku teruskan jugak....x lama lps tu,mak pulak join....
so,aku pas reket kat mak...

tgh aku duk lepak rehat2...ayh plak dtg,die bwk 1 reket badminton, n 1 raket tenis...
haha....sebab kitorg mmg ade 3 je reket badminton,so die trpaksa gune reket tenis...
mmg lwk tul..asal boleh je...bile reket tenis kene bulu tangkis,pukulan tu x menjadi sgt r...
lg pun kitorg main kat laman uma...dgn gangguan angin lg...
mmg mencabar betul game kitorg...
aku team dgn mak....aku je yg slalu jd tukang kutip bulu tangkis..ceh...

aku cont bdminton smpai aku penat gile...smpai x larat...
so,akula surrender dulu...

lps maghrib,aku ng adik2 aku(ajwad n aisyah) g JJ ayer keroh..
ayh dpt voucher JJ= rm200..biasela,hadiah golf tournament...
so kitorg pun share 3 org...aku beli sikit je..
perfume keta,magazine holder,milo n biskut...
dorg beli sluar n baju...

smpai uma da kul 10.30...penat gak rasenye....
lps mkn sikit,aku online...sian abg sygku,...die da online lama dah...
aku lupe bg tau yg aku kluar...
so,lps mkn,terus chat dgn die...
tp ym die pulak prob,kejap2 hang..sabar je la...
kejap je borak...sbb die nak kuar amik kwn die...

lps tu,aku kemas2 brg...cari baju2 yg sesuai utk pakai g kelas...
hr tu bwk sikit je...

dah kul 4pg ni..ish..mengantuknye...sok mcm2 nak kene buat...

1=kene g dataran pahlawan..nak g kedai ogawa...amik air freshener..hr tu hntr repair
2=beli tong smph besar,rak kasut utk letak kat uma sewa
3=jumpe arip kot,bincang pasal Kelab Rakan Muda(aku nak letak jawatan sbnrnye)

okla...tdo dulu.nite2

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

rumah sewaku

hari ni 1st day n 1st nite aku duk uma sewa ni...
baru dpt kenal2 dgn housemates...
n aku da rearrange bilik aku...
lebih comfartable dr ape yg amy susun...

amy tu roomate aku...she's from putrajaya...
budak insurans...

bilik depan,shikin(akaun) n afi(insurans)
blk blakng,arfah(insurans)...
dorg smue ok..so far so good la..
tp dorg ni a bit loud..
ckp kuat2,n ktawa kuat2..
xpe..aku kene biasekan diri...

uma sbelah..budak2 laki..ptg2 dorg main bola tampar kat depan uma...
so far,dorg ok je...
kitorg xde jiran lain...
coz ni kwsn perumahan baru...

okla..gtg...

Saturday, July 19, 2008

a fine cold saturday

hye all..mcm biase,aku duk uma je 2day...bgn pun lmbt..kul 2.30 baru bgn..sbb aku x tido smalaman...
kalau duk uma,ape lg keje aku..mlepak ats katil,laptop ats riba,kdg2 meniarap ats katil...melayan VF,Frenster,News,Youtube dan ni baru berjinak2 dgn blog...


stelah aku bermaharajalela dlm uma ni...dgn ketiadaan ibu bapaku,aku terpaksa turun takhta hr ni...sbb my parents just came back from london....dorg g 2 minggu....mlawat adik aku (haja) kat cardiff...n attend konvo die..parents aku g ng maklong..sbb kalong erin(ank maklong) keje sana..doktor....da grade da adik aku...terasa inferior sgt....

parents aku x byk shopping sgt...almaklumla,duit sana tingi...ayh ckp,kali dgn 6....
dorg beli pinggan mangkuk royal albert..biasela,mak mmg suke kumpul pgn mangkuk..huhu...
they bought clarks sandals...byk...10 pairs...sbb ade offer,buy 1 free 1...comfortable sgt..yg bestnye,aku la untung..sbb kakiku same size dgn mom's...so,kitorg leh tukar2....

pastu,adela dorg beli key chain,baju bay utk bakal baby akak aku....n coklat....yg aku geram ni,adik aku lupe lak bg kat mak aku makeup set yg die belikan utk aku....sabar jela...nak tunggu die balik,lmbt lg...die nak lpk2 dulu kat sana...

bulan depan,adik laki aku pulak fly g US...smbung study sana...bijak2 sungguh adik2 aku...terasa inferior lg skali...huhu...sabar sara....

my 1st


hye...this would be my 1st blog here...it's not that i never written a blog b4...
i have some in my friendster account....

i think,blogging is cool..it is similar to a diary..(which i used to wrote when i was young)..
n ppl can get to know me by reading my blog...

i'll try to write sincerely like how i wrote my diary....

but of coz....there still a boundary...
there will some things that i cant expose to public...
i'll write what suitable,n something that wont jeorpadize my self...

ok guys...happy reading....